As I said on trannies, it can be so demoralizing to have a meltdown like that, you start questioning everything. BUT don't let this make you give up on your dream. Assess if in 28 months you're chances are really MUCH better of getting there - only then would I put it off. Too much could happen and your 'window of opportunity' might actually close.
I'd hate to see you not get there, and you've already got your bed booked
Don't let this put you off - it WILL make you stronger, after a little while
And I know what is a major concern with the whole thing, but there are ways, me and others always happy to help